Hi all. Not much fun to report I'm afraid.
The struggle to find a job I can do goes on. Got another refusal today. Can't even get a job doing the dishes at a restaurant even if I am GOOD at that. ARGH! It is the same bloody thing all the time - I get to the interview in some cases, tries to be a relaxed, courteous, kind and social woman. A GOOD person. Buts till I fail. Miserably, bigtime and with a face down in the tarmac. Ouch. I'm very tired of the whole thing by now.

So what Do I want to do? Almost anything. I'm not even sure myself what to do - and what I WANT to do requires educational things and I can't even get into the schools I want to. The region SCREAMS for people to man the front desks at companies and I'd like to but alas they require a minimum of 3 - 8 yrs of WORK experience as that and often various financial skills as well. There is a school who offers this kind of work but I've applied TWICE now and no luck there at all.
I can't tell you how many times I am on the verge of just breaking down to a small puddle these days. Please stamp a big frilling FAIL! on me LOLcat style, plz.